This is my official 1st entry for the year 2012 and 300th post!
2011 has gone and will be part of the past. It is certainly not my year. Many heart aching issues happened. So many drama. I could say that my 2011 is not as bright and fun as my 2010 was. A lot of confusions and me becoming insensitive just to dismissed the pain and eventually the good part was overlooked. I used to be so optimistic. Still cheerful but circumstances pulled me down.
But then, I know everything has a purpose. In every pain experienced, God’s with me, comforting me with His promises, experiencing His presence. I am still in a healing process and learning to forgive all those people who cause me pain. One thing is for sure, God made me stronger. Now, I can face 2012 with a big smile.
Though there are a lot of issues, heartaches 2011 has, there are still good things and memories to keep.
New year. New Beginning. I thank God for His greatness and for all the trials and giving me the strength and for all the blessings. I may not know what’s ahead of me but I know I’ll be okay because the Lord God will be with me. I’ll keep fighting, be more positive and will do my best not for myself nor for my family or for anyone else but for His glory.
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